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Thisismydestiny
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Registered: Oct 2007
Local time: 08:13 AM
Location: California
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Well seeing as we where both thinkin about going down and listenin in we had to be as quiet as possible!
Caja: wait wait...lemme take my flip flops off!
y/n: right if we happen to get caught...sayyy...ummm that we was goin to the toilet ight!?
caja: well to be honest im not sure they'll believe us but OK!
Caja took off her flip flops so we where both in bare feet and able to sneak! we tip-toed through the kitchen jus incase they where listenin to see if we would try and come down. When we got to the door leadin into the den the word S***t came to mind as i rememberd that door is a bi**h for makin noise! ahh imma have to take this risk! i pushed the door with one hand and opend as slowly as possible with the other. THIS IS INTENSE! well lucky for me and my desperate need to find out whats goin on i managed to open it without any noise! We started to make our way down the stairs, caja held onto my arm cuz we both know if she didnt we'd both go head over ass down the stairs! When we reached the bottom, the door to the den was slightly open..not open enough that we would be seen but open enough for us to hear what they where sayin which was great! Fortunately they wernt facin our way so less likely a chance to be caught! i Snuck behind the wall next to the door so just incase sum1 decided to cum out we wouldnt be seen. Caja stood behind me with her head as close to mine as possible And we listened.
Rome: F**k! what the hell we gon do!? i shouted at my sister and she doesnt even kno whats goin on!
Omarion: look man r we even sure its the same ryan? it cud be anyone!
Rome: i recognised the number
Devon: how do u know his number!?
Rome: Man u no he never chages his number!
Devon: true
Rome: look i just think that this is bad ight! hes sendin caja messages man! how the hell did he even get her two way number!? devon if he can get to caja, its possible he can get to y/n
Devon: i no. But i dont no what to do. i cant go back to that bulls**t again!
Devon put his head down in his hands and then looked up.
Devon: F**K!!!!!!
Me and caja jumped a little but hard enuf that i nearly fell over! we backed up for a second just incase they heard nethin
Omarion: man we have to do somethin!! u no wha happened last time and we CANNOT let that happen again!
I wanna know what happened last time!
Demario: man yall never told me what happened
devon: oh **** yeh!!
Dreux: what chu mean? u was there!
Devon: what? no he wasnt man! he was away that weekend n we swore we wudnt tell anybody. was to risky. no offence man (lookin at de)
Demario: nah its ight man just aslong as u explain now so i no whats goin on!!
Devon: yeh of course man! uve always bin one of us its just that night was terrible but its cool i'll fill u in.
I wasnt sure why he said one of us but iono who he thinks he is!
Caja squeezed me on the shoulder..i expect it was cuz we was just about to find out what we came down to find out!
i looked back at devon and he looked pretty upset at what he was about to say which worried me a lil bit. i dont think i was ready for what he was about to say.
Devon: De, you know what ryans like..the way he has no feelins for anyone like he dont have a heart! i mean the **** we used to do for him man was dangerous. im thankful that i had yall, you wouldnt let me do it on my own n i owe you all! Anyway that weekend you where away ryan gave us the money we'd all earned together in that month. obvi we gave you ur share when you got back but the night we got it we was all round mine countin it thinkin we was the sh*t cuz we had all this money...we had about (lookin at O) 15,000?
Demario: yeh it was 15 cuz i remember you tellin me when i got back.
omarion: yeh man hes right.
Devon: Anyways i remember we was countin the money and my dad walked in n we tried our best to try n hide it. at first i think he thought we where just countin 1 dollar bills untill he saw the piles behind us all. i remember his face (small laugh) he swore us out tellin us to tell him what was goin on n i swear ive neva bin so scared in my entire life. He sent this lot home and in the end was down on his hands n knees beggin me to tell him who gave us the money. I new just from his face that deep dwn he new who gave it to us so i told him. His face dropped....He new ryan and what he did so it was obvious to him what we where to ryan. The sh*t on his shoe. I found out that mah dad had worked for him a few times and he'd always told me to stay away from those people n i think he was dissappointed in my right then. (Lookin down) I couldnt even look at him in the eyes because i new i'd done exactly what i promised him i wouldnt. (Breathin in tryin not to cry) He calmed down and sat down, i new he was thinkin about what he wanted to do to ryan and it scared me, i tried gettin him into conversation but the next thing i new he was up and out the door, i ran after him tryin to stop him but it was too late he'd drove off. (Gettin teary eyed) I remember sittin down cryin, y/n came upto me and put her arm over my shoulder n asked what was wrong. Id always been able to tell her anythin but it was that moment that all of that stopped. In the end i just ran, i new i had to get to ryans as quick as possible before it was too late. (Tear fell down cheek) By the time i got down there i new i was too late, the whole place was surrounded by the police. it didnt hit me untill i saw the ambulance. There was so many people tryin to find out what was goin on and i was one of them.
I didnt wanna hear anymore. my body had frozen since devon started talkin n now it wouldnt let me move. it wanted to hear the rest but i didnt. I;d always thought my dad had been in a car accident. i had a feelin that story was about to change.
Devon: I remember cryin so hard that it was hard to get through the crowd just because i couldnt see where i was goin. i managed to sneak past the police and into ryans warehouse. the only problem was that i was too afraid to look. i was shaken bad, it could have been the first time id ever been that scared n emotional. The whole warehouse was taped off exept one room. everyone was so busy doin their jobs they didnt even notice me walkin around. I walked into this room, it was lit up with police cameras and lights. (cryin) i remember seein a figure slumped up against the wall, blood from where they'd obviously been shot and fell down to the ground. As i got closer and peered round all the people i realised it was my dad (stoppin for a sec) Ryan had shot my dad all because he was tryin to protect me. I remember starin at him wonderin how it was possible that only 10 munites ago he was alive and now he was dead. People started to realise i was there and tried gettin me out. i wasnt about to leave my dad just lyin there i think i gave them abit of a time tryin to get me out! My mum told the others he died in a carcrash and obviously de thats what you thought aswell.
I couldnt believe i'd just heard that, at first i thought it was a bad dream this couldnt be happenin. My mum had lied to me! So had devon, the one person i always thought i could trust. What was worse was the fact id just stood there n listened to how my dad had been killed. hearin every detail. He was murderd!. Caja put her hand on my shoulder but i was in shock and couldnt stand bein out of the loop ne longer. I slammed open the door to the den n just stood there starin at the boys. i felt a tear roll down my cheek as i stared at devon. All the boys where now either cryin or angry. I shook my head at devon and then ran upstairs
Devon: PLEASE tell me she did not just hear all of that caja!?
caja just looked at him n came after me!
i ran out the front door n just remember wantin to get as far away from devon as i possibly could. i ran down the street abit and then fell on the floor, this is the most upset ive been my whole life. ive been lied to and now im dealin all over again with my fathers death. This time the truth.
Caja: oh huni!!!
caja sat down next to me and just grabbed me into a hug which made me cry even more but right now thats the only thing i could do. I heard devon run outside n stop when he saw me n caja. i could see his face was flooded with tears and this boy never cries. i normally would have made an attempt to hurt him but this time it was me who was hurtin.
Devon: y/n please let me talk to you about this.
caja: i'l go inside for a while let you talk. Dont say anythin more to upset her though u hear!?
Caja the fool got up n left me wid him, the last person i wanted to talk to. i sat on the curb n saw him slowly sit down next to me.
Devon: all i can say right now is im sorry y/n
i just stared ahead. i had in my mind what i wanted to say but right now the words didnt wanna come out.
Devon: I should have told you...i new i should have told you...but i just couldnt..how could i tell you the truth when the truth was so ugly. And it was my fault. (lookin down) i was ashamed of myself, all i could think of was that night. it took over me! im so sorry.
I felt it was time for me to say atleast what was on my mind.
Y/n: i remember the day mum sat us all down...(he looked up at me and i wiped my tears away) I remember lookin at chu n smilin and all i got was you lookin away from me. no eye contact. nothin. I new you where in trouble somehow but what mum was about to say didnt have anythin to do with you...well thats what i thought anyway. When she told us about daddy you looked as shocked as we did...when we cried you cried...but not once did you comfort any of us and tell us it would be ok. After that i didnt no what to do with myself. i was only young....i coudnt understand that my best friend in the entire world was never guna be there for me again, the person i went to if i had any troubles, my idol. i always wondered what i would do if i lost my daddy and at the moment i new what...i chose to blank everyone out! I thought you had turned against me, you would never look at me...(lookin at devon) But now i no why you neva did! After that day i never thought i could ever feel that much pain or loneliness...but i guess i was wrong. Youve just proved me wrong. You where the person in this family since daddy was gone i thought i could trust....Devon you new i was daddys lil gurl!!!!....He was my hero and you kept it from me...you became my hero, the person i looked upto...but you pushed me away. and you wonder why weve never been as close? (standin up) Well now you no why!.
Find out when happens next soon! xxxx
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10-08-2007 01:11 AM
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. this story is basically about the hard times in my life before now. Right now im 25 years old and living the life i always dreamed of. what your about to read is from when i was 17 and how my life just turned completely upside down to right back up again. truths came out. people fell out. i fell in love. etc! im ready to share it with the world and let ya'll see how strong i am and how anyone can overcome any troubles in their life! This is my story:
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(This car is my baby! my mum bought it for my 17th bday. its absalutely amazing !) 
turnin around) oh y/n! girl u had me worried sick! where did u go!?