Delta said this in post #53 : I don't have a problem with booze I have a problem if I don't have any. Hee Hee Go Dekka at least we drunks need to stand together.
Sorry T but you can't be in our club anymore as you got RELigion.
What club is that?
I don't have "religion" either.
I just don't drink anymore to cover up my problems!!!
I deal with them and look pretty stupid doing it too!!!
But I don't care if I look stoopid either. And I don't need alcohol to not care about looking stoopid.
Garbage comes up and I take it to Jesus. That's not getting religion! That's getting help!
I have really bad comminication skills, I am horrible at meeting people, making new friends, etc. I never know what to say to anyone, I always end up looking either stupid or snobby. Once you get me in the group though, I open up pretty quick and can maintain a friendship on a basic level, but I have trust issues, especially with girls, so I don't have "best friends", i just have mates.
I cannot stand mess. Dirt I can handle, but not mess. The floor can be dirty, but it can't be covered in things, mess, you know. I like un-cluttered surfaces. I hate ornaments and things like that, they just make more mess. I want to clean other people's places when they have stuff everywhere.
I always think everyone is judging me and everyone thinks I am not good enough. Like right now, you all are judging this post and thinking I am crazy and one day you are all going to bombard me with PM's telling me how stupid I am and that you never want me to post on INR again, or something.
Well, maybe not that crazy, but if I see someone looking at me, it's never a minor thing, it's always because of a big pimple/ my wig's on wrong/ I forgot to draw my eyebrows on properly/ etc. I never think anyone's looking at me because thye like my shirt or whatever, it always a bad thing and I have to find a mirror to check myself.
I never finish sentences, I end them with "and ..... you know" or "so .............." or things like that. It's a really odd thing to do, I don't know why ............