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Posted by: jayde

Hey, um i have to leave inreview, its not by choice, i love talking to you guys...and i've really enjoyed myself...for those of you that would like to know why (stop reading here if you dont)...

As you probably have guessed im gay, and well my parents didnt know up until today, i didnt tell them, seems they lookred at some of my personal mail or something, anyways, they didnt take it well and they are getting rid of the internet here completely...

I have to say, that even though i havent been here for that long, i've got really attatched to you ppl, it will be hard for me not talking to you anymore...

Those of you who i talk to over hotmail (you know who you are)...i wont be loosing contact...i can use public computers...i will mail you back to reply i promise...and angelhands...keep posting the fanfic its great and i love reading it, it cheers me up...hope everything goes well with the interview...i'll mail you when i can,,,

Lilly, i know you have never really liked me that much, but i wanred you to know that altough we've not talked much, you're posts always made me laugh...ur great...
well, thankyou everyone who has chatted to me...you've been great

I may be back occasionally if i can...not promising anything but i'll try...well bye...and thanks jd

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Posted by: Arccaster

Its alway sad to say good bye so i won't Jaydee , So how about see ya around, Its just a minor set back don't get to discouraged. However like a rapper said back in the 80's parents don't understand really is true. There is nothing wrong with being gay Jaydee . Its just some ones opinion that it is , if you feel in your heart that it okay then it is. Well see ya real soon JD.

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Posted by: imran

i just dont get it, how can these things be happening here?
must be because of me, must really be because of me!!!!

i have brought this place bad luck, i should be the one to leave.

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Posted by: schmiggens

imran, you so silly, if jaydes parents come around (which i'm sure they will), she should come back here and slap you for your silliness, how can it be your fault?

anyway, jayde, good luck, it seems hard now, but they will accept this in time and your life will be better for it, we will miss you and wait for the day you come back

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

I miss her already.. I feel like she has been stolen from me... they have taken away our biggest form of contact...

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Posted by: Danyel

Jayde,he wants to talk to ya

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

who wants to talk to her? she's gone

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Posted by: Danyel

Nion wants,he still sleeping,but he'll wake up,when the time comes

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Posted by: errik

I'm crying rivers...

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

wat the hell happened?

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Posted by: Nion

umm,if u read it,u should know her parents found out and they have taken her the Internet

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

I know wat happened with Jayde u.... I am her girlfriend ya know.. I meant nion... but I know now

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Posted by: Nion

Ahhh,ok
i thought she's availeble

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Posted by: errik

Hmm...What about Lena then?

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

no... we're together... thats why I'm so protective of her

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Posted by: Nion

it's like she's worth,ur life,if u don't bring the package back untouched,ur died
Something like that?

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

If I lost her then I would die

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Posted by: Nion

yeah,i know the feeling

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Posted by: Nion

but not for a person

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

wat do u feel that for then?

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Posted by: errik

You have a love-relationship with Jayde "outside the computer"??

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Posted by: Nion

like u said not my place to say

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

yes errik, I do.. I am very much in love with her

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Posted by: errik

But you are not allowed to see each other right now?

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Posted by: Nion

Bad,sorry for ya

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

no... she's been forbidden to communicate with me

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Posted by: errik

******* crap...

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Posted by: Nion

so u kinda screwed her life

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

I know... I cant stand it

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

wat? me? ur right... I did

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

it's true... before she met me.. she was fine.. her life was fine.. I ruined it all...

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Posted by: errik

What? No you didn't screw her life. Her parents does right now but hell, they have to accept it sooner or later

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Posted by: Nion

don't blame yourself,she was made this way..it would eventualy happen,even withut you

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

u told me that I screwed her life up and ur right... she would've been better without me

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Posted by: errik

Well right now maybe but not in the future. Your'e gonna be fine

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Posted by: Nion

u were just the person who happend to be there,if u weren't then some1 else

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

I should never have got into her life so personally.. I've taken her parents from her, her sister, even some of her friends...

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Posted by: Nion

no u didn't
okay?

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Posted by: Nion

it was going to happen sooner or later

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Posted by: errik

Why are they so upset with her being lesbian? Of course it's schocking for them but ***king hell, the have got to accept it!!

I'm getting mad...

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

nion or whoever u were... it was YOU that I screwed up her life in the first place! now ur tellin me its not my fault?!?! mke up ur mnd!!

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Posted by: Nion

i said u did,but i said that it is not ur fault...y happended to be the person who did it,but it could've been another person..so it's not ur fault

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

if it was me that did it then OFCOURSE ITS MY FAULT! U CANT JUST SAY SUMTHIN LIKE THAT AND EXPECT ME NOT TO THINK I DIDNT CAUSE IT!

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Posted by: Nion

Can't u understand that this would happen even if u didn't existed

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

yes maybe... but it did happen, and I do exist, therefore I caused it.... can't YOU understand that it hurts me to know that?

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Posted by: Nion

UR JUST LIKE Nion"it's my fault,it's my fault"SO WHAT THE ****....
IT HAPPENED,NO USE THROWING UR LIFE FOR IT

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

u know wat screw you.. u caused me to think all this... I still had hope before you came... now all I have is doubt and thats not my fault, not her fault.. but yours! I am probably gonna lose my chance at being moderator by saying this, but you are the most unkind, unsymphatic person I have met on here... Don't try to make me sound like a fool, coz u put all these thoughts in my head...

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Posted by: Nion

What?
Me?
okay no more kindness,it's u who had to think about this alll
Why didn't u already had this thoughts?
That's the first thing that one should think of"it's me fault she left?"
And hope...u can't live without hope....what hope did u still had?

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

kindness? wat kindness?
and no, I haven had doubt before u came.. coz jayde reassured me that it wasnt my fault... but u make me doubt... I need to leave.. I have to think...

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Posted by: Nion

watch the stars...u think better that way

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

I know all I need to know now I have spoken to her.. I want to apologise for being so snappy with everyone.. I was just confused...

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Posted by: angelhands92

besides being lost, you Nion aka danyel, DROP DEAD!!!

Lena_slave from what I have read and understand, Jd and you, when the *** did you two start going out and two HER PARENTS ARE D*CK SH*TS!!!! But I can understand how they took it, I just had a cuz who told her parents she's lesbian and they through out of the house, now me worried cuz I don't know where she is but in my family, RELIGION is very strong, so everything has too be male and female form. I hate my family for that, and thats why I can't tell them about me even though I don't live with them. But My point is Amie, don't blame yourself, if you love Jd and Jd loves you, everything will turn out just fine, amybe even better then you think. She's not a little kid anymore, and if everyhting we say in this forum is true LoVE CONQUERS everything, (sample, TATY)

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Posted by: Lawless

I told Amie through a private message about what I went through with my parent's at 18, and coming out. I went through a horrible time. And it took a long time... but there is always hope. You just have to know that because they are your blood, that doesn't make them your only family. Family can be made up of friends... friends of your choosing. It's going to be a long road for JD's family. And Amie, you just have to remain strong for JD while she's going through this.

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Posted by: angelhands92

the road up ahead will be better then the one left behind...

Now, ppls lets cheer up, and lets let JD know we are with her. NO more arguments, that doesn't belong her and no more tears cuz I can cry all night long, we need more TLC for Amie and JD and TATY! And as for Jd , if you read this, I know what your going through, I know exactly how it feels, but have faith, Amie isn't going anywhere. All you two need is love from eachother and us at the forum to outcome those nasty pple that don't get us LESBIANS. This is the TATY FORUM, this is the place where we all should support eachother, not eachother. All you LesBians, GaYs, and the StraiGhts that are at this forum, let me see a big for Jd and Amies. Cheer up ppls, lets keep amie up with her sarcasm, I like when she makes me laugh, I know Jd loves it too when she is happen not Okay know I'll :sealedlip: before I write a and have u pple at me.

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Posted by: Lawless

You are right about that, anglehands92. There really needs to be no fighting in here. People don't come here to fight, or be put down for their lives. If you don't like what you see in this area, you really need to not come in here.

JD and Amie, I think that you have a lot of friends just from what I've been reading. And, if you have any problems in here, just send me a private message and I will put a stop to things.

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Posted by: schmiggens

JD & Amie, wishing you all the best, although my "coming out" wasn't nearly as painfull as this i can sympathise somewhat, hang in there, your family will come around and you will better off once they accept the truth.

nion leave them alone. It's hard time for them already and they don't need more greif from you

wishing you both the best of luck, thinking of you.......

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Posted by: tatuchick2

Wow...Amie and Jd...have faith that love is blind as well as immortal, love conquers all....they're not gonna get you...one day love will heal the space between you two whether it will take a day, week, month, or even years...just don't let anyone control how you feel, no one has that privledge except for you! Just don't care what others think because it is just as normal as a straight relationship.everything will work out..I promise!! Love to you all! Just have faith.

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Posted by: errik

Can't anyone talk with the parents and make them understand. I mean, she's 18. She has made her decesion. She is lesbian...What are they thinking? They can't change that. She is still the same person. They are risking to loose their daughter just because they wont listen...

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Posted by: tatuchick2

go errik...you are the man of the hour...no scratch that year!!

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Posted by: angelhands92

I believed that some parents expect more from their child, no matter the age. But to treat her like that, that's just to much. I feel for Lena_slave and Jd, put if I could just do something more for them i ***en would. I have money yet, no use for it. Does anyone know Jd's number or something. i really want her and amie to enjoy their honest and true love. They are so funny and they need eachother. damnit!!!

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Posted by: angelhands92

and also, it wasn't nion telling amie all that crap it was some dude name danyel, who used Nions screen name. Just wanted you to know so we don't put Nion down.

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Posted by: tatuchick2

thanks angel love ....always thinking ahead lol

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Posted by: angelhands92

you know me. I care for nion, even though he kicks the a$$ out of me, but I don't want he's name blame.

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Posted by: tatuchick2

ya good....nice lady love you are!

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Posted by: Danyel

u think i'm bad..Don't want to put Nion down
Where do u think he is right now?
did he care about 1 of u when he took the knife...i don't think so
I am the good guy,i was the one that found him,without me he would be ashes now

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Posted by: angelhands92

That's because you are there and we are scarred all over the world, duh. But nion has told us what he was gonna do, and no I don't blame him, even though he tried I personally thank you for helping him but give him time he'll come around again. But still you used his name on the screen adn some off us would off biatched him out if hadn't said you weren't him. I know what nion is going through, and if I could of help he I would, but I'm too far and the only thing I could do now it pray for the guy. He's unhappy, and I don't want Amie to go throught that either same with JD. I luv em you know. When They hurt so do I and the rest of the forum. We are like family in here. We say we are leaving and not coming back, three days later you'll find us back n here healing the wrongs we did. geez dude, bug off!!!

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

I wanna apologize to everyone for doing this to the forum, if I hadnt acted so idiotic then none of you would be fighting. I never wanted to cause conflict to the forums, but I have, and I'm ashamed of that.

Thanks for all your kind words.

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Posted by: Lawless

Amie, you didn't cause any fighting. Please understand that.

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

well, I want to apologise anyways

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Posted by: Lawless

I think that's might mature of you, Amie. Especially with everything that you're going through right now. How's jd?

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

I spoke to her on the phone, I'm not really happy with where she's staying but she said she's fine. She told me that she loves me and that I have nothin to be worried about, so yea.. she's ok and so am I now.. thank you for talking to me last night, it helped calm me down.

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Posted by: Lawless

Any time Amie... that's what people should do for others. Be there for them, listen to them and help them out, even if it's only with a kind word or two.

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Posted by: angelhands92

THAT"S WHAT THIS FORUM IS ALL ABOUT, No?

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

yea.. angel ur right.. thanks guys

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Posted by: angelhands92

no pro lena, always here for you....on man your bad again, damnit!! j/k

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

u are such a sweetie... when ur in England give me a shout so we can chill k?

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Posted by: Lawless

I know that if my girl and I ever come to London, we will have to look you and Jayde up!! You can show us the sights!!!

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

yea.. you do that... I would love to show you guys around... wow... yupples... lol

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Posted by: Lawless

What's yupples?

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

sorry... It's just the word I use for yup, like yep... and I also say thankies.. as in thanks... just to warn u... lol

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Posted by: Lawless

OKay, I can deal with that!!!

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

okie dokie.. hey JD said she is gonna go to a library to use the computer tommoro.. she mite come on here

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Posted by: angelhands92

I did but then came back did you not read the threads, i even told JD. Geez.

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

hahaha... and we love it.. I wish Jayde was here to see this

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

i kno... I'm gonna tell her all about this tomorro.. and if she has time, I'm soooo gonna tell her to come here and look

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

ha.. jayde is here... *jumps around*

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Posted by: Danyel

yay...*does triple backjump*

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

hmmmmn

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Posted by: jayde

um, hey everyone, just wanted to say a few things...

First of all, im ok, im letting things cool down with my parents and staying away from home for a while...
I will be visiting inreview as much as i can, i can access the inet thru libraries n stuff...i dont think i could face saying goodbye to everyone here...i love talkin to you guys

Um..to angel...i will mail you with the pic that im doing...if you want to talk, then the only mail addy where i can recieve messages now id the hotmail one ----> theguitarbabe@hotmail.com....

...To lilly, im sorry if i accused you of hating me, im sorry, i just, well, got the feeling that you didnt like me very much y'kno?...

To imran, this is not your fault, you havent brough bad luck, i think you're great, i've got to know you really well recently, and its not goodbye, i just cant talk as often thats all...i promise tho, i'll stay in touch...

...and to amie...well, you didnt ruin my life, you've made it so much better...you're my everything, i want you to know that...i love you with all my heart...and if you love me then we can get through this right?...

I wanted to thank everyone for the lovely things that you said...i really appreciate your support, and i love u all loads...thankyou..jd

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

I do love you, and like I have been moaning to everyone, I will do anything in my power to make you happy and give you whatever you need.

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Posted by: jayde

you being with me makes me more than happy enough..just dont ever doubt how much i love u k?...i would do anything 4 u, u know that right?...

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Posted by: schmiggens

you guys are so sweet, i'm gonna cry!

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

I know.. and I am REALLY sorry I doubted you.. but I was pretty vulnerable that night.. I am not tryin to defend myself.. I just really care for you...

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Posted by: jayde

Its ok, really. everything is ok now right?...i mean..ive had my doubts...but, well, ive just realised that nothing can really stand between us if we love eachother, nothing beats that...I care for you too, you know that...dont doubt it...love u

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

everythin is cool.. lol... u should look at this tho... I did it last nite for lilly... lmao.. angel was not impresses... hehe... love u more

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

http://photo.starblvd.net/~Care_Behr/1-4-5.jpg?i=1060729229

hahahaha.. sumthin I did on paint

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

and now we have this smilie <--- yulia... lmao

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

http://photo.starblvd.net/~Care_Behr/1-5-1.jpg?i=1060602141

angels weddin photo.. shes gonna kill me again.. ahaha

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Posted by: jayde

heehee...lmao...i think ur right, angel will not b impressed...its funny tho ...good pic by the way...lol, i see the resemblance...lilly was right, yulia really is a sheep!!! ...heehee *giggles*

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

haha... lol... I cant help myself... ooh my "How soon is now" CD just arrived from Amazon! oooh u get a t-shirt transfer!!! wicked... lmao.. I am hyper now u are here jayde... xxx

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Posted by: jayde

OOOH ...i think you're gonna pay for that lol... heehee

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

lol... I hope so...

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Posted by: jayde

...hmmn, okies...lmao...

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Posted by: jayde

ur hyper, thats good...i have to go now tho...but i'll be back soon...ill txt u...maybe ring u if i can...we could arrange that weekend ...glad things r ok now...love you loads jd xXx

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

I am always hyper with u... lol... ur like my drug.. ok drugs are bad so not drugs,,, mmmn.... u know wat i mean... I will call u next time.. so u dont waste ur credit.. we were on the fone for like half hour the other nite.. lmao.. i loved it tho... lets arrange that weekend soon,, I'm sooo excited... lmao... love you.... xxxxxx

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Posted by: jayde

im excited too heehee, ok thats cool if u wanna ring, i enjoyed it too ...love you loads..spk soon, bysies...xXxXxXx

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

yay.. lol... bye yummy... ya tebya ti... xxxxx

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

and :love2:

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

ok thats soooo wrong... lmao.. oh well

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Posted by: jayde

ya tebya ti hun...da zvidanya!

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

awwww... bye... xxxxxxXXXXXXxxxxxx

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

bumped for angel to see

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Posted by: errik

Like watching a romantic movie...

Actually i like action more but this almost gave me a tear in my eye...

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

lol... sarcasm... naughty

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Posted by: errik

naughty...i'd rather say SWEEEEET

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

lol.... heehee... she is sweet

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Posted by: errik

I bet

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

lmao.. I wuv her

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Posted by: errik

me too...in a different way, hehe

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Posted by: Lenas_slave

hmmn... ok... lol... i'm watchin u

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Posted by: errik

Hehe

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