My life now adays

Clay Aiken Forum

Alright, so a lot has changed with me since my Clay Aiken days, I mean, even though I don't really think about Clay that much, I guess you could say that still way down deep I love Clay and always will. But now I'm 15 and a freshmen in high school. I know most of you probably thought that I was older when I used to come here but... I wasn't.. or well... after reading some of my old posts I can pretty much tell that I was a stupid niave little girl but anyways. Now adays I have a boyfriend (I know, everything always has to do with boys for me) and his name is Dan. He is a senior and he's 18 but he's just about one of the greatest guys I have ever met and we have been together now for about a month and a half and I don't see anything happening to us anytime soon. I've really gotten over the whole boys are my life stage and I've found time for my girl friends, but most of my time is spent with my 3 best friends, Taylor (clays #1 fan), shea, and dan. They are some of the best friends anyone could ever ask for. And I pretty much love high school and I would be in sports but in March on like... the 16th I think, I had surgery on my foot, it wasn't very serious but they took out part of the joint on the toe next to my big toe on my left foot, it's pretty much healed now, but I can't be in sports. I've started to like bands such as Panic! At the Disco, The Matches, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Flyleaf, and a plenty more. There are so many good bands out there, it's hard to choose just one these days. And so yea... I miss all of you guys like crazyy and I go back to some of the oldest threads and I'm always like omgosh I was so nerdy and omgosh, I remember that person and oh jeeze, those were some of the best times of my life but yes, my life is going amazingly and I hope that all of you are fufilling your dreams and having awesome lives as well. Just remember that I will always love all of you no matter if we talk a lot or not, you're all some of the greatest people ever and I'm lucky that for that... year or so that I was here almost every single day of my life that you guys were there to support me through it all. I love you guys. *muah*

--Kate

Sorry about your foot.

Well Kate-
I remember you too. But I'm pretty much the only one who comes here from the old group...well...any group really. I try to get people to come over and start this place up again (Fucia and Whidden have helped by posting some) and have even asked about being a mod but...no response on any front for that. I keep an eye on this place every day and hope to see new posters. I'll just keep on trying. I'll just wander around these empty halls by my lonesome...

So basically yea... I'm 15 and was dating this 18... almost 19 year old senior all year and he broke up with me on monday and I'm completely crushed. I can't believe he would do that because we were completely in-love and everything was perfect. Then I made a small mistake, as humans do, his mom got FURIOUS, and now he's not allowed to talk to me and he broke up with me. WE haven't talked in a week when we used to talk for like... 3-4 hours AT THE LEAST everyday for the past.... 9 months. This is the worst I've EVER felt. I mean, his mom and family was even talking about us getting married and how much they loved me. I don't know, it's just extremely hard. Any advice?

Oh yes, and I should probably mention that Taylor aka Clay's #1 Fan has not been diagnosed with a stage 2 benine tumor on her left frontal lobe. She'd been having headaches and started getting sick in the end of March. But they didn't really think too much about it utnil her eyes started to dialate differently, then they took her to the eye doctor, found pressure on her optic nerve, rushed her to the hospital. But now she's out of the hospital and after many MRI'S, ctscans, and even a biopsy where they had to cut out a piece of her skull to get a chunk of the tumor out to test it, she's been AMAZINGLY strong. She's just taking it so well and just a few days ago they found out she's going to have to take cemo about once or twice every week for the next year, which is hard to hear, but at least they will almost certainly get it to go away. Just thought you may want to know. Alrighty.... byee!