do i have hope

Stem Cell Research & Cloning Forum

Since i was born i have had a fasination with women of all my moms kids i was always the one who would cuddle her and want to be with her all the time. all thru school girls were my only friends. I have a bad case of depression. I known my girl friend for 5 years and we have always loved each other she is the only thing i live for. recently she made me a very happy guy by asking me if id like to go to third base with her and i said yes. this was such a good feeling because i was going to be her first she said she wanted to give me oral but i said id rather give it to her she smiled at me with red in her face and said that shed like that too.of cource i was scared cuss i had no idea what i was doing lol but when the time came i did great she acually had a femile ejaculation and just coulnt cuddling and kissing me after then she asked if she could return the favor and i said no she didnt understand and begged too but i didnt want to make her suffer . see when i was born the docter exadently cut a main sexual nerve during circumsion and my sexual pleaseure is very low and i didnt want her to think it was her faut. i eventually had to tell her because she wanted to please me so bad and i wasnt sure howed shed take it instead of dumping me or telling people she cried ok the point of this post is that women are the greatest things in the world and will stem cell reasearch ever help me to recover what i lost or is it impossible ? my depression is getting worse as she stuggles to attempt to find me help. i just want to die but not thru suicide i want to die helping people like joining the army. IS there (hope this is not a joke)

I can't say if there is "hope" per se on the front of restoring nerve conenctions, but I can say that there are more important things in life than simply that - I think it's not normal to feel that you somehow have less value as a person because of one simple, and minor disfunction.

Furthermore if you expand your areas of research, you will find that in fact there are other methods of sexual stimulation that do not involve nervous stimulation in the penis that can also result in climax. I might suggest looking into tantric sex techniques which many women tend to favor as it is a much more intimate, connecting activity than your run-of-the-mill intercourse.